A place for my thoughts and ideas, my creative outlet, a little piece of the web for me to call my own...yeah...right...
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| a bite of chocolat... ::home:: A place for my thoughts and ideas, my creative outlet, a little piece of the web for me to call my own...yeah...right... |
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Wednesday, May 08, 2002 I feel too weak to type...I have this group of friends, and....I just don't understand them...sometimes they're really nice, and sometimes...they're really mean...if I could just know the truth...if I could only hear their thoughts...If they really don't like me, I don't want to waste my time anymore...they insult me and then they want to talk to me "hey, what's up?" You just don't treat someone like that... ...what should I do?......what else can I do?...I'm reaching out and getting nothing in return......I'm fed up!...I just don't want deal with it anymore!......maybe I'll just disappear.........but...I don't really have anywhere to go......it might make me feel just a little better if I thought someone might care if I died...I mean...everyone wants to feel like they're worth something...what am I doing wrong?...why don't I matter?... I'm "weak" "stupid" "annoying" "bitchy" "over-dramatic" I'm a "horrible coxwain" "terrible singer" "bad actress" I "can't write" "don't know anything" And i'm asked "why do you try to be so perfect?" "why do you try to please everyone?" "why do you care?" "how do you stand them?" "why do you take it?" "why are you friends with them?" I don't know... maybe I shouldn't be... posted by Shannon | 7:42 PM |
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